After spending every single day with someone, it’s hard to go a day without. 

I talked to Billy on the phone last night and it broke my heart. I have never had someone miss me this much before. I miss him so much. 

Someone once told me that they never could miss me. 

Billy is different. He makes me feel wanted, and missed, and special. Last night while  talking to him on the phone he broke down while telling me how much he loves me. it was so sad and I started tearing up and we were one big sappy mess on the phone. 

I can’t wait to go home and get wrapped up in his arms. :)

Cuddling on the couch while Billy and I both read. I don’t think this day could have been better spent. I love moments like this. I love the simple way he brushes his hand on my leg while he’s lost in another world reading. The way he kisses my hand when he turns the page or the way he glances up at me every so often and smiles. I love stealing those glances right back. 

Right now we’re waiting for our pizza to come. He’s knitting me a hat to match the scarf he gave me on our first date. He’s the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I hate knowing that I’ll have less days like this when I go back to school. We’ve grown so much closer in the last few days and I feel as though we could overcome any obstacle that life throws at us. I love him and that is enough. 

Day 49: Are you a lover or a fighter.

Most definitely a lover. I hate fights. 

In the words of the wonderful Betty Williams, “Arms are for hugging, not for fighting.”